You can not solve a problem with the same kind of thinking that created it - Albert Einstein
First of all, I know that my hubby is so impressed that I am quoting the one and only Albert :) This quote spoke to me when I read it, my first impression was yeah that's the truth....wish I could forward that to some of the "special" people in my life. Then, I stopped and thought to myself what problem am I rehashing daily? What decisions do I make that cater to this reoccurring problem that I had yesterday, months ago, and probably even years ago. Some of them are bright lights flashing as I lay my head down at night trying to be at peace and find rest. Others slowly seep to my heart and remind me of past mistakes.As I sit here and write in the dead silence of the night, I am wondering who truly is creating my problems......first response is you, you idiot. Which is true to some extent, but Satan is the host of all pity parties, the cheerleader for revenge, and the leader in chaos. For where there are problems, hurt feelings follow, disappointments are seeded, division is an option, the battle has begun. How do you deal with a problem when the people around you need to be slapped into reality. When their thinking process needs to be changed? I have some "problems" in my life and am strongly convinced that I need to be the voice of reason in times of denial. Then the next thought is, what if I AM the problem? Some of this or maybe most of this might not make sense to you, so I apologize if my rambling has been a waste of your time. I needed to write out some of my crazy thoughts in hopes of a solution for the battles I am in the pursuit of winning.
